Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Heb.13:5-6...The Lord is my helper...

Well, here we are once again. It has been three days since we returned from Panama. Nothing spectacular happened there, except we enjoyed the time off from classes. But, of course, we had homework, but not so much. Thank you, Jesus. And I couldn't find shoes, so will wear these that are really looking rough. Oh well, at least I have shoes and feet!

We had a different bus this time. It was more like a Greyhound because there were so many of us. But we had to unload our bags at both borders, so customs could see and run their hands through our stuff. But it wasn't a problem. Someone said they were looking for drugs, but who knows. It set us back an hour in time returning to CR, but that really wasn't a problem either. Instead of getting to CINCEL around 5, we made it around 6.

This morning we all had to speak in Spanish during the cultural chapel. Those that are learning English had to use English. I shared my experience with a funeral in Honduras compared to the way it is all done in the states. (My experience in HN reminded me of my Grandma describing my Grandpa's funeral so many years ago, long before I was born. So different then. So much more personal). But anyway, I was told I did very well. Once again I have to give glory to God for helping me.

I am enjoying my classes a lot more now. Tomorrow Clint and I have to converse and ask questions off the top of our heads. That ought to be real interesting! I just have to learn to pray without writing it out and reading it. That's my goal, not necessarily my teacher's goal. I do ok in my apartment, but when I have to do it in class, it's a little different.

Well, it's almost 5 o'clock our time, and I just felt an earthquake tremor. Wow! It's funny, because first you hear some rattling in your house and wonder what is making that noise. Then you feel the shaking, and you know what is happening. Then you wonder is it going to be longer or is it going to stop quickly. Then it's like do I move out of the house or stay. These thoughts are almost simultaneous. You "feel the earth move under your feet." An old song, but I think about it every time the earth shakes here. So it didn't last but a minute or so. I guess I'll turn on the TV and listen to the news, and see what they say about it.

Keith and I have to memorize scriptures for next week in our phonics class. I picked Heb.13:5-6. I have thought of what they say so many times since I have been here. But God's word never gets old and it does not change. Even when our circumstances change, God does not. I am so thankful for him in my life.





Wednesday, September 21, 2011

John 14:16...he shall give you another Comforter that he may abide with you forever:

What a great birthday I had yesterday. I wasn't telling anyone here, but I forgot about FB! So when I turned on my computer, there were a lot of birthday greetings. A little after 5 am, my phone rang, and I thought who in the world is calling so early and decided that it was probably a wrong number. Well, lo and behold, it was Becky from the states singing Happy Birthday when I answered. What a pleasant surprise. So we chatted for awhile, and she had forgotten that we are an hour behind KS time. But no matter because I'm up early anyway. I heard from my children which is always a BIG blessing. I Skyped with my youngest last night and was able to talk to his whole family. Totally wonderful. Paul and Gabriella took Leticia and I out for dinner to an authentic Chinese restaurant. They did not know it was my birthday till we arrived back home and some of the guys were standing by the gate and said happy birthday to me. And Gabriella wanted to know whose birthday, and I told her it was mine. Well, how great God is. She said that's why the Lord told her and Paul the day before to take me out to dinner. God always takes care of the "little" things, and he knows how to bless our socks off! He is soooo good to me!

Paul and I laughed when I told him that I was learning some Chinese culture from him. His reply was something to the effect that I had to come to Costa Rica to learn it. He and Gabriella are truly a blessing to me. Paul put food on my plate when it was getting empty, and I told him that it reminded me of my dad when I was really little. And I actually used chop sticks for part of the time. I could never quite get them to work before, but I'm getting there. By time I leave here, I should do pretty good, just in time to return to a place that basically uses pieces of tortillas for utensils!

I hear so many times the reason God is doing something is to get us out of our comfort zones, like that is the only reason. As I was thinking about that yesterday, I was thinking, really? No, he takes us out of our comfort zones when we have been chosen to do whatever he wants us to do. He always has a purpose for doing what he does, and it isn't to just get us out of our comfort zones. True, it's not comfortable at times, because we have to change due the circumstances that he puts us in, but he's preparing us for whatever he has planned. Like yesterday. Chariti, in Mexico, popped up to chat when I was working on the computer. She was telling me about the changes there in her living conditions since she had returned there. I was laughing so hard that I was almost in tears. Comfort zone??? No washer and dryer. Hardly any furniture, and no waste paper cans, which she went and bought. Things that most Americans take for granted. And then today or yesterday in the conversation class, we were discussing the "comfort zone." Coming here is definitely out of our comfort zones, and we have the things that Chariti doesn't have. But he strips us of all the things we cling to, including people-family, church, etc. in order for us to cling to him. God will be first in our lives. Here we have been stripped of our language, food, friends, family, paying jobs, cars, houses, yards, customs, etc. Why? Because God is teaching us to totally depend on him. If we don't learn to do that, we won't make it in some of the countries where some are being sent. (It's very difficult to put all this into words)! And we truly learn that he is in control. Nothing happens in our lives without his say so. So all this teaches us to truly wait on him and follow the leading of his Holy Spirit. There is a deeper love for him that grows from all these things. We learn that he truly is our Father, and he loves us with a love that is deeper than we can understand. And whatever happens is for our good and his glory. AND he always provides for our needs whether it's physical, emotional, or spiritual. We don't always "feel" his presence, but he is always with us. He said so in his word. And that's called "faith" to believe what you can't feel or see. When we rely on his word, we have peace even when there's nothing peaceful going on around us. So to be out of our comfort zone is actually exciting, because you don't know what's coming next. So whether we have the physical comforts or not, we have the Comforter.

And when you are learning another language, it's really a strange feeling when you forget words in your own language! Today Kevin, whose is 16 and learning English, asked me what the word for parque de atracciones in English was. It took me a couple of minutes to come up with amusement park! And spelling? I always received A's in spelling. Now I find myself asking myself if the word has two r's or one. Is it a t or c? Comfort zone?! And when I'm writing and need a certain word and can't remember what it is...Sometimes I leave a blank and tell my friend to fill in the right word, please, because I can't remember what it is! And she will write back and tell me the word. Hallelujah!!

Well, tomorrow we leave for Panama again for our visas. It's my last trip there this year as far as I know. So I must get to bed.

I pray that my Father will bless my family and help them to have the peace that he has given me.



Thursday, September 15, 2011

1 Pet.2:9...who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light:

Today is Independence Day for most of Central America, therefore we don't have school today. Yesterday the teachers fixed us a typical Costa Rican breakfast. Gallopinto, which is black beans with rice mixed together with seasonings, cheese, bread, coffee and juice. We eat beans and rice in HN too, but they aren't mixed together. I can eat beans for breakfast if I must, but I really don't like to do it. Beans are fine for lunch and dinner, but breakfast? Oh well, it's their protein and that's fine. Also some elementary school students came and performed one of their national dances for us. We also sang their national anthem. The national colors are red, white, and blue, just like ours in the U.S. Interesting. The teachers gave us a small history lesson from before and when they received independence from Spain. Unlike the U.S., they didn't have to fight a war for independence.

The third trimester started on Monday. The classes so far prove to be more relaxed and not loaded down with homework. It appears that there is going to be more practice in using what we have learned thus far with some new things added. I like it a lot! And I have been reading a book of short stories that one of the girls brought with her. That also helps. I only take my Spanish Bible to church and chapel services, and I read the chapters in it after reading my King James. So hopefully the brain is getting all this!!!

Next week we leave for Panama for the last time. I really do have to buy a new pair of closed in shoes to go home in Dec. The shoes I have has lasted for a year. Good length of time for the roads we walk on in HN and here. Although they aren't bad here in the city, you have to watch out for the "gringo holes". That's those places that are suppose to have grates over them. Ha! Sometimes they do and sometimes they don't. We are taught to always look up, but here you better watch where you're stepping!

We have been learning to pray in Spanish. I always write mine out so the teacher can make any needed corrections afterwards, and to stay focused with my speaking. And yesterday, my prayer was thanking God for the independence of the Central American countries. But before translating into Spanish, the realization of the freedom that God has given us was totally awesome. Jesus too, fought a war for our independence and freedom from the kingdom of darkness. Thank God that he won that war. He brought us into his marvelous kingdom of light. Sometimes we don't remember that war, what it cost him, and the end result of winning that war. And sometimes we don't really understand it all. Communion is one time to remember it. But everyday when we pray, we need to remember and be thankful for that conquest. We have freedom in Jesus Christ from sin and shame. And when we sin, we can have forgiveness upon confessing. What a loving God we have. His love and mercy is forever.